Looking through your eyes...........

I have this crush, Which I have mentioned for like a hundred times this past few days.. I kinda really like him. I don't know if he notices it. But "I" think he already knows? I don't know.. Were not really on "speaking terms" We even rarely talk at the only subject that we are classmates..

But I did notice one thing. When we meet anywhere or ANY part of my godforsaken school, he always looks at me in the eye. Bahahaha.. I know this is really weird. Last friday which was like the 22nd of July.. I was suppose to go home.. Knowing that I don't have a class anymore because our teacher told us to chill real quick because we just have finished doing our effin exam. I'm guilty okay!! I knew there wasn't a class but because at that time, I wanted to see him, (call me pathetic. hahaha) I kinda, quieta pretended that I didn't know. But anyways before anything else, here are my "yuckness attempts" (this is really hilarious!! hehe)

1) I was about to go home with my friend Noemi, We were about to reach the school gate when I saw him looking at me and sat down at the bench near the gate. I think I was overwhelmed that I saw him... I was suppose to be near mercorner (an effin resto about 5 meters plus from school) I went back.. And my alibi was "I have to go home with my other friend Bulet".. So I went back and when I got back, he was still at the same bench sitting and after I passed, He was like at my trail. LOL. And while I was walking back to the admissions office, I was like bitting my nails! BAhahahahahhaha! I can't get over my pathetic moves. (JARA! KA damak!)

2) I think I mentioned it all at #1. but anyways, I went back inside after getting out of the school campus again with ate bulet. and then Was with my friend Joan (because I saw her at merco) and went back to school and we looked for a classmate, and we found one.. GUESS WHO??? hahaha.. and then we asked him and he told us there isn't a class.. tsk tsk.. too bad.. So my friend Joan and I decided to go home.. With a secret?!?!?!?!?! smile on face.. and Joan was asking me >> Are you ok? .. and I was like? >> huh? yeah? Why shouldn't I be not ok? And she was like >> you're acting really weird!! and she wants to tease me about something, But she just can't say it.. hehe.. good for me..

But anyways, the point is he keeps on looking me straight in the eye. The question is.. When will he ask for my number and when will he ask me out!!! BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Talk about thick face? Ideally that would be good. Realistically all I can say to myself is dream the effin gosh on! Sigh.


Whew! and the best in walking award goes to me! ppppppppppppffffffff!!!

But anyways, at the end of the day, When I'm facing my laptop, all i can say is YAIYKS!!!! :p ;)